Guilt bleeding his soul dry
the heart he had turned to stone
a leper there he lies all about him his deformities
each different from the other and each true to the other
like a sun the world did spin about him, and others??
Some a planet and some a star and yet others the vast
nothing…..
this illusion of brightened righteousness filled his
day
The man who thought he knew his right from wrong
this prince with a wooden sword
malice, the robe, he wore to bed at night
lust and envy were the master of his dreams
And yet with morning light came false hope and
pretentious goodness
happiness he wished for all but none he wished should
be happier than he
t’was rot that filled his heart
He preached love knowing it not
his compassion serving his selfish ends
loud was his voice but hollow were his words
aflame they were with the coward’s breath
this prince who had a face of glass
faithless he sat beneath the roof of god
mouthing with fear those songs of praise
And then he saw his fantasy pass
in her he saw all things he did covet
and for that he did covet her
he bade his time watching her from afar
this vessel of goodness that brought light and joy
wondering how she made real what he pretended
asking what was she he was not
knowing it was but truth between him and her
twas then that his rotten heart did ache
to own what was her’s, he sought to make her his own
This prince who turned her heart to stone
thus this man came to lay in the womb of mirrors
his glass face shattered and wooden sword decayed
himself all around for him to see
the shameful truth he pretended not to be
in agony he calls for that heart he turned to stone
asking for forgiveness and seeking redemption
and though he hears but silence,
he calls and calls.